Friday, December 19, 2008
50 billion MADOFF
Bah hum bug to you my friend.Plus you are jewish, which makes it even worse, because you scammed your fellow jewish friends and community, and you know how stingy they are with their money, they don't like to part with it so easily. You get coals in your stockings and a good kick in the ASS! No porridge for you!
What's new. Enron, was child's play compared to this man.
Wow,there are no limits to what his imaginary mind, investment firms could go. What a intricate weave he has woven.
Cheers!
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
WE GOT THIS: BARACK OBAMA IS PRESIDENT!!!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Happy Holloween!!
I don't really enjoy Holloween as much in my adult life, its really boring and another commercialized holiday, just like all of the holidays. Its really just another day for me! But I do remember the times when I was grammar school that was the day, you would all of the candy that you wanted at school or a party. We would cake, play games, and listen to music, and make nice with everyone, even Suzy Q that constantly picked her bugga. Just for today you would make nice, and then go back to hating her tomorrow. I also remember watching the Charlie Brown speacials, on Holloween too. I like Charlie Brown. Okay, that's all for me!!
Okay Happy Holloween, and may your stomach hurt in the morning.
Cheers!!!
Monday, October 27, 2008
Lassy Come Home!
A dog save four newborn kittens yesterday in a burning fire.
Really he wouldn't leave their side, until they were rescued. Now that is a dog that dervers A bone! He saved the little pussy cats, and was called a hero.
Nice story indeed, and its right on time with all the misery and dimsal news that is coming out of today's media.
But really, Lassy, don't bother coming home, by the that time, the house will be up for sale or foreclosed or we won't have the money to pay the bills anyway....
Roof!!
Cheers!!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
AIG TO FREEZE SEVERANCE PAY!!!
NEW YORK (Reuters) – Troubled insurer American International Group Inc will freeze payments to a former CEO and officers of the unit that was the main source of its financial problems, New York Attorney General Andrew Cuomo said on Wednesday.
"This is to confirm that AIG has agreed to freeze any payments pursuant to the employment package of its former Chief Executive Officer Martin Sullivan in light of the attorney general's ongoing review," according to the letter from Andrew Cuomo to CEO Edward Liddy, which was reviewed by Reuters.
Why was severance pay even offered. Those executives deserve hot tar poured on them with with feathers and they need be running around so we can cut their heads OFF!!
A little extreme I know.
But really, they fail one of the largest insurance companies in the world, where thousands if not millions of people have lost their pensions, their bottom to their businesses and even their LIVES. Yet somehow they allowed (these executives/CEO's) are allowed severance PAY! Where is the JUSTICE!!
I forget there is NONE!!!
I am going to go sit on the Craper NOW!
TOOOTLES!!!
KiKI
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Michael Vick Pleads Guilty? What!!! REALLY!!!!
I don't know why after serving nearly half his sentence that he would plead guilty now. What's the point????. He's in fucking JAIL!!!!.
Which by the way, I think I am the only person on this planet who thought it was STUPID to send him to jail for dog fighting.
Okay, its inhuman, okay,YES, the dogs will get hurt. BUT HE DIDN'T COMMIT MURDER HERE.!!!! They took away the man's livelihood, stripped his dignity and his sponsors for dog fighting.???? I just didn't get it. I still don't. Now he pleads guilty and will get out early for good behavior. I don't why this wasn't offered to him in the first place.
I know this is cliche as all HELL! But I do feel, that society is always trying to keep a good brotha down. In this case a good looking STupid Brotha that didn't use his common sense!!!. But what can you say, at least he'll learn to just stick to playing FOOTBALL next time.
Until next time
tootles!
KiKi
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Cash Rules Everything Around ME: Dollar Dollar Bill Y'all!!!
Americans have lost 2 Trillion dollars from their retirement savings in the Past 15 Months!!
Congress' top budget analyst estimated Tuesday as lawmakers began investigating how turmoil in the financial industry is whittling away workers' nest eggs.
What the hell is going On!! Now Grandpa Ray, and Aunt Mae Mae, can't retire anymore because of the failed bank crisis and the soon to be economic recession. It's a hot mess, and I don't know how much worse it could get!!! CAN YOU!!
The country is under financial duress and being led by a less than intelligent president, that I can't wait to see go!!
That is a lot of money to go down the drain. Oh, yeah and the bailout can't do a thing to get these people's retirement money back because, its going toward banks and businesses and not the American people.
I got a headache, maybe, if I take a load off on the strip pole, I will feel better and might even make some money$$$$$$$$$$. Its a thought. LOL!
Tootles Kiki
Saturday, October 4, 2008
OJ DID IT!! AGAIN!!!
I know Johnny Cochran is turning in his grave right NOW!!
This time, he doesn't have my sympathy, even though, I do feel sorry for him a bit. What were you doing in Las Vegeas, going after people with guns, allegedly going after your stolen memorabilia??? All you had to do is retire and be there for your kids. That is the irony of it all. He gets off Scott free for murder, and goes to jail for something so trivial. You live and you learn. I guess he didn't learn.
You know what they say, Idle hands are the devil's workshop. The devil was working overtime with OJ, and OJ should have seen it coming.
Don't drop the Soap and Peace OUT!
Tootles Kiki!
Sara Palin??? NOT!!!
The Vice Presidential Debate was the most watched in history since...EVER!
70 Million people watched their television to see if Sara Palin would fuck up!!
But guess what, she didn't, but, she sure didn't change my MIND!! What was that about, being cute, and winking at the fucking TV??. Who the fuck are you winking at!! And why was she dodging the fucking questions!! She kept going back to ENERGY!! ENERGY~~!!
Guess FUCKING WHAT!!! ITS THE ECONOMY STUPID!!! She looked plastic, had a veneer finish to her, and well put together with her designer classes. But no substance and nothing really to say. This chick from Alaska on a bridge to no where, and I don't have the time to figure her out.
The Bill collector's at my door, and he's threaten to sue me if I don't pay up!!
ITS THE ECONOMY STUPID!!!!
OBAMA 08!!!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
WTF is Going ON!!! Greed!!!
In the late 90's and early 2000's where corporate greed ran rampant. The Ceos of Enron, Adelphi, Tyco and MCI were considered monsters. How could they? How could they loot their own company and raid the 401k's of their employees that planned to retire on their hard earned savings? Even Martha Stuart was caught in the web for unloading unvalued stocks and went to jail for it.
Now this, our banks are going belly up left and right due to bad investments, or they blame the glut of defaulted loans on bad mortgages.
Week after week a new bank is going up in smoke, the biggest shocker were the once considered bed rocks of the financial market, Lehman Brothers, a 158 year old financial investment Bank and Merrill Lynch was one of the world's leading financial management and advisory companies, providing financial advice and investment banking services. NOT ANYMORE!!! Just today, Washington Mutual bit the dust, bought by JP MORGAN CHASE.
Where are the People's bail out money for GREEDY CEO's that thought the party was never going to end, and they get to walk away with their ceo packages worth millions and still travel in their private jets and vacation in FIJI.
I have a financial headache. Let me take two pills called Bailout and call me in the morning.
Every time I hear that crap in the news I think of the movie Wall Street
Wall Street features Charlie Sheen as a young stockbroker desperate to succeed and a wealthy but unscrupulous corporate raider Michael Douglas whom he idolizes.
Now this, our banks are going belly up left and right due to bad investments, or they blame the glut of defaulted loans on bad mortgages.
Week after week a new bank is going up in smoke, the biggest shocker were the once considered bed rocks of the financial market, Lehman Brothers, a 158 year old financial investment Bank and Merrill Lynch was one of the world's leading financial management and advisory companies, providing financial advice and investment banking services. NOT ANYMORE!!! Just today, Washington Mutual bit the dust, bought by JP MORGAN CHASE.
Where are the People's bail out money for GREEDY CEO's that thought the party was never going to end, and they get to walk away with their ceo packages worth millions and still travel in their private jets and vacation in FIJI.
I have a financial headache. Let me take two pills called Bailout and call me in the morning.
Every time I hear that crap in the news I think of the movie Wall Street
Wall Street features Charlie Sheen as a young stockbroker desperate to succeed and a wealthy but unscrupulous corporate raider Michael Douglas whom he idolizes.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
SHE'S A GIRL!!!
So John McCain decided to pick a female running mate after he witnessed the success of the Democratic Convention. He did this not because he has a dream for Americans or women or anyone except John McCain being in the history books. The man has no passion except to be a part of history and to make his wife the first lady. John McCain chose Palin because he thought that he could attract the disillusioned Hillary voters and that is the only reason he chose her. A ploy to win a game that he really does not appreciate the significance of because if he did he would have realized that at his present age a Vice President is a much more important decision than just a cheap way to get some votes. There is a greater chance John McCain's veep would have to step in than Obama's veep would have to. Yet McCain treated this position the way he treats the idea of being President, it is something to be won so he can carry on with the Bush years and there is nothing more to his platform or ideals than that.
Furthermore, in choosing Palin he insulted every woman who backed Hillary Clinton. He said to them,"here I have another female for you; sure she doesn't have the same ideology, or the same democratic beliefs that Clinton does but you women don't care about that stuff you just wanted a woman right?". Also if one reads Palin's resume then one would see she also entered and won a beauty contest. Is this the kind of woman Hillary Clinton is, is this the kind of woman Michelle Obama is? It seems to me, by Palin's resume, she was just looking for anyway to get attention. Well now she has it.
Politics as usual!
The Real reason, he chose her! Lol!
Furthermore, in choosing Palin he insulted every woman who backed Hillary Clinton. He said to them,"here I have another female for you; sure she doesn't have the same ideology, or the same democratic beliefs that Clinton does but you women don't care about that stuff you just wanted a woman right?". Also if one reads Palin's resume then one would see she also entered and won a beauty contest. Is this the kind of woman Hillary Clinton is, is this the kind of woman Michelle Obama is? It seems to me, by Palin's resume, she was just looking for anyway to get attention. Well now she has it.
Politics as usual!
The Real reason, he chose her! Lol!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
The Russians Attack!!! (What!???)
I don't know about you, but I when I think of Georgia, I think of Ray Charles's beautiful song Georgia-on my mind.
So I was stunned to hear that Big & Bad old Russia invaded a country called Georgia...never knew it existed outside of the South. (sorry but geography was not my strongest thing in school, thus the reason I am in the visual arts.)
But on the real. I was quite disturbed by the headlines and even more disturbed to see it on the evening news: scenes of tanks rummaging the country, buildings destroyed, and people bleeding in the aftermath of missile launches by the Russian army. It really baffled me. (What the hell is going on!)
Then Mr. Jethro Bush in a press conference says this of Russia's attack "-- Russia's use of strategic bombers and ballistic missiles against Georgia's civilians outside of the South Ossetian conflict is "far disproportionate" to Georgia's alleged attack on Russian peacekeepers."
Oh, yeah, five years ago we did the same in Iraq. Very hypercritical if you ask me.
I hope the people of Georgia recover from Big Bully Russia soon. Whatever the dispute was between them just doesn't justify and warrant this kind of attack.
It's bad enough that the U.S. is still in Iraq and Afghanistan. We don't need another war.
So I was stunned to hear that Big & Bad old Russia invaded a country called Georgia...never knew it existed outside of the South. (sorry but geography was not my strongest thing in school, thus the reason I am in the visual arts.)
But on the real. I was quite disturbed by the headlines and even more disturbed to see it on the evening news: scenes of tanks rummaging the country, buildings destroyed, and people bleeding in the aftermath of missile launches by the Russian army. It really baffled me. (What the hell is going on!)
Then Mr. Jethro Bush in a press conference says this of Russia's attack "-- Russia's use of strategic bombers and ballistic missiles against Georgia's civilians outside of the South Ossetian conflict is "far disproportionate" to Georgia's alleged attack on Russian peacekeepers."
Oh, yeah, five years ago we did the same in Iraq. Very hypercritical if you ask me.
I hope the people of Georgia recover from Big Bully Russia soon. Whatever the dispute was between them just doesn't justify and warrant this kind of attack.
It's bad enough that the U.S. is still in Iraq and Afghanistan. We don't need another war.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
A poem for (Him)
A Poem for (Him)
There was a whisper to his voice that was sort of poetic. The squint in his eyes was magnetic and there wasn’t a time when I didn’t wish to hear that voice, over and over again without feeling pathetic. But as quickly as I managed to create a genuine feeling of excitement that I felt was prophetic, it had slowly dissipated into something that I had regretted.
There was a whisper to his voice that was sort of poetic. The squint in his eyes was magnetic and there wasn’t a time when I didn’t wish to hear that voice, over and over again without feeling pathetic. But as quickly as I managed to create a genuine feeling of excitement that I felt was prophetic, it had slowly dissipated into something that I had regretted.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Slow Motion:sLoW
THe environment in which I inhabit can be a curious one to me and its people. The over wash of white bleached sun burning down on my skin, like hot lava is already unbearable enough. I look up at the scorching sun as if it were a turned enemy. Why I think to myself, is it so HOT!! So hot is the sun, that it burns and its rays sting every moving creature in sight into oblivion. Where can I find the nearest shelter from the sun I think to myself. The sting of its rays permeates through out that I am able to contain it. I have to run for shelter. Need a cool place to stand in, and walk into a grocery store. Once inside, I enter another world of dazed and robotic like people glistening in the grocery store isle like it was a perfect day. "Its so soo HOT!" I say to myself, why? I am unable to enjoy the burst of cascading cool air. I try to look for a person that doesn't look lost in their world to hold a conversation. But to no avail. I am going to back out and pluck the mind of another for some type of conversation. I search high and low. Alas, what I do find is disconcerting. Socially antiquated, and everything void of progressive thinking and only topical. But all they tell me "Its great be here isn't it, you can't beat the weather?""
SLOW MOTION
SLOW MOTION
Poor White People.??
There is a movie that I want to go see, called Frozen River, I read a write up about it in Entertainment Weekly. Frozen River is the story of an upstate New York Trailer mom, lured into the world of illegal immigrant smuggling for money.
First the picture struck me. Its a picture of a haggard, tired looking white woman that looks as if life and has kicked her in her ass. ( I know that look, i wear it from time to time). It struck me that we don't see many images of poor white people a lot in the media, its always poor tired looking black people. It may seem simple minded of me, but I have met poor white people. Likewise, in college I heard of the Appalachia Mountains where there are a community of them. So poor that the parents can't afford to buy the kids shoes to put on their feet. Once again, it may seem simple minded of me. But its what I see in on TV, rich successful white folks, in their nice houses and driving nice cars. It just seems like an oxymoron to have poor white people exist even. I say this because, as African-American woman that grew in a working class family whose family are actually from another country. You grow up with these images all the time. The White man coming to save the day. They come as teachers, missionaries, popes, nuns, priests. The CEO of the company is always White. There is this fallacy out there, that if you are white, you are INDEED PRIVILEGED!!! That notion still lurks underneath the surface. So when the ROSEANN Show came on the air, by God, that was indeed revolutionary in it self. TO SEE POOR WHITE WORKING CLASS struggling. Wow it does exist. It was just as fascinating as the Bill Cosby Show, look, Rich BLACK PEOPLE!! But I say all this to say, that our notions and images of others are mainly created through the media machine, that still to this day, feeds us our propaganda each and every day through out commercials, movies, and television programs.
But thanks to reality shows and rappers like Emimenm, and RedNeck TV. That pervasive thinking is no longer curious...I guess.
Its just a funny notion, and one that made me think hhmm.
Just a thought that I wanted to share.
TOOTLES!
First the picture struck me. Its a picture of a haggard, tired looking white woman that looks as if life and has kicked her in her ass. ( I know that look, i wear it from time to time). It struck me that we don't see many images of poor white people a lot in the media, its always poor tired looking black people. It may seem simple minded of me, but I have met poor white people. Likewise, in college I heard of the Appalachia Mountains where there are a community of them. So poor that the parents can't afford to buy the kids shoes to put on their feet. Once again, it may seem simple minded of me. But its what I see in on TV, rich successful white folks, in their nice houses and driving nice cars. It just seems like an oxymoron to have poor white people exist even. I say this because, as African-American woman that grew in a working class family whose family are actually from another country. You grow up with these images all the time. The White man coming to save the day. They come as teachers, missionaries, popes, nuns, priests. The CEO of the company is always White. There is this fallacy out there, that if you are white, you are INDEED PRIVILEGED!!! That notion still lurks underneath the surface. So when the ROSEANN Show came on the air, by God, that was indeed revolutionary in it self. TO SEE POOR WHITE WORKING CLASS struggling. Wow it does exist. It was just as fascinating as the Bill Cosby Show, look, Rich BLACK PEOPLE!! But I say all this to say, that our notions and images of others are mainly created through the media machine, that still to this day, feeds us our propaganda each and every day through out commercials, movies, and television programs.
But thanks to reality shows and rappers like Emimenm, and RedNeck TV. That pervasive thinking is no longer curious...I guess.
Its just a funny notion, and one that made me think hhmm.
Just a thought that I wanted to share.
TOOTLES!
Monday, August 4, 2008
OVer-coming the Steam Rolling Bitches!!
I hate overpowering Alpha Dog-omega personalities. They think they are the worlds chief wizard without the kingdom to rule. I have unfortunately run into a few of these bitchy personalities, no let me correct that, they have occasionally stream rolled over me, as a way to mark their territory or make know their positions. I hate that shit. Over bearing, dictatorship like personalities that have no real bearing on the real world other than make sure that they are heard and know to those who aren't listening and piss on those who do listen. Its irks me to no end those types of personalities. They have no rhyme or reason, other than to negate and be condescending and be deliberate and rude in everything that they do.
So here's the middle finger to those ASSHOLES. What can you say, with experience comes lessons learned, and I have learned to stare them down and mean mug them and give 'em a taste of their own medicine. Well at least I try. Its really who cares, because they are not in my world or even in my peripheral. Until they try to bully their way in.
Here's to democracy and choosing to be who ever the fuck you want to be!!!!
BIATCH!
Tootles
So here's the middle finger to those ASSHOLES. What can you say, with experience comes lessons learned, and I have learned to stare them down and mean mug them and give 'em a taste of their own medicine. Well at least I try. Its really who cares, because they are not in my world or even in my peripheral. Until they try to bully their way in.
Here's to democracy and choosing to be who ever the fuck you want to be!!!!
BIATCH!
Tootles
Sunday, August 3, 2008
New Web Series
I am getting ready to launch a new web series online, and I am excited about it, and nervous at the same time. To be exact, it will be an urban drama series. I am still in the writing process faze of it, but stay tuned in and it will be a good one. Keeping you informed and plugged in. Will have details later. As I get closer to pre-production and all that good stuff.
Okay, until next time.
Tootles.
Okay, until next time.
Tootles.
Barack Obama * The Black Community
News and Politics
First it was Jesse Jackson and his crazy comments, about cutting Obama's nuts off for possibly alienating himself from the black community and now just recently, three black protestors gave Barack Obama heat for not addressing black issues enough. This just happened in St. Petersburg, Florida.
I have had some heated discussions with my middle aged uncle, who is 68 years old, about Barack Obama. He says, what is Obama going to do for the black community. "Nothing" my uncle says. I simply roll my eyes, and say that he is not running for the United NEGRO STATES of America here, he is running for the UNITED States of America.
I always say that we are not in the 60's or 70's, and I am not saying racism and discrimination is over. I still see it.. But I definitely think things have improved and if you work hard and maitain your goals, there isn't anything you cannot do or accomplish in your life without hard work, perserverance and focus.
That is my two sense.
Here is the video
First it was Jesse Jackson and his crazy comments, about cutting Obama's nuts off for possibly alienating himself from the black community and now just recently, three black protestors gave Barack Obama heat for not addressing black issues enough. This just happened in St. Petersburg, Florida.
I have had some heated discussions with my middle aged uncle, who is 68 years old, about Barack Obama. He says, what is Obama going to do for the black community. "Nothing" my uncle says. I simply roll my eyes, and say that he is not running for the United NEGRO STATES of America here, he is running for the UNITED States of America.
I always say that we are not in the 60's or 70's, and I am not saying racism and discrimination is over. I still see it.. But I definitely think things have improved and if you work hard and maitain your goals, there isn't anything you cannot do or accomplish in your life without hard work, perserverance and focus.
That is my two sense.
Here is the video
Friday, August 1, 2008
I need a HUG!
I need a hug, like there is no tomorrow!! I am wondering why I feel so blah, and disgustingly fat and unmotivated. There are days when I feel that I am on top of the world, and then, there are days it sucks to even be here. I am foolishly lost in the way of things and by the way I have not figured it out!! So, i am here still still trying to figure it all out. I can take it, on the chin, i think. But I still would like a hug!! Becuz I need one.
Tootles.
Kiki
Tootles.
Kiki
Monday, July 21, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
BE KANYE WEST FOR A DAY!!
I've seen this Ad in various forms. First I heard it on the radio, it ran like it was an infomercial. Take two little white pills and be Kanye West. Bam in an instant. I also saw a similiar Ad today in print. It had a picture of a haggard looking older Caucasian male, underneath it: two little white pills, and beside it a picture of Kanye West. You get the picture. Now this video. After seeing this clip. It made more sense. But for a quick minute, I thought Kanye West was out of his mind. I know he's arrogant and sure of himself, but I thought to myself, really, does he really think everyone wants to be him?? I guess the joke's on me(us) lol. Or is it?
Some might say with this dismal economy, high gas prices, people losing their homes to foreclosure, and their money to failed banks. This doesn't sound like a bad idea after all.
Anyway here is the clip.
Some might say with this dismal economy, high gas prices, people losing their homes to foreclosure, and their money to failed banks. This doesn't sound like a bad idea after all.
Anyway here is the clip.
Monday, July 14, 2008
THE LASTEST CRAPOLA!!!
I don't know why I am writing about his, but I just wanted to share my thoughts on the latest news about Jesse Jackson's crazy remarks. They angered me, "What the Hell is wrong with you Jesse", I yelled at the television!! I wanted to give Jesse Jackson, the benefit of the doubt when I first heard it, but once they showed the video footage of him, I thought to myself, those words were spoken on purpose and not by accident. I know this information is not news by now, and the fact that I am spending time blogging about this, just fans the flames. But I wanted to say something and just let it out. Jesse Jackson is STUPID. By now this footage of Jesse Jackson leaning over and whispering to the doe doe bird sitting next him as he mechanically whispers his words "I wanna cut his nuts off, because you think he is talking down to the black community" is the latest Crap to hit the fans.
But really, Mr. Obama is not talking down to the people, he's talking up to a group of intelligent folks that need to hear the truth sometimes. Black People or People in general are tired of being talked down to!! Barack Obama is looking through bushes, over the horizons and keeping his eyes on the prize. Jesse Jackson's words narrow minded, thoughtless and disrespectful, whether it was private or intended for the doe-doe bird, who cares!! I think Jesse Jackson needs to reassess, and ask himself, "What the hell is the problem with you Jesse~!" What's your real beef with Obama? "Tell us how u really feel?" Oops!! That's right we already do know.
And once he gave his apology, it was long winded and was the same rhetoric that he always gives, and made me want to take a nap!!....
"KEEP HOPE ALIVE!" Right!?? Next week Al Sharpton!
But really, Mr. Obama is not talking down to the people, he's talking up to a group of intelligent folks that need to hear the truth sometimes. Black People or People in general are tired of being talked down to!! Barack Obama is looking through bushes, over the horizons and keeping his eyes on the prize. Jesse Jackson's words narrow minded, thoughtless and disrespectful, whether it was private or intended for the doe-doe bird, who cares!! I think Jesse Jackson needs to reassess, and ask himself, "What the hell is the problem with you Jesse~!" What's your real beef with Obama? "Tell us how u really feel?" Oops!! That's right we already do know.
And once he gave his apology, it was long winded and was the same rhetoric that he always gives, and made me want to take a nap!!....
"KEEP HOPE ALIVE!" Right!?? Next week Al Sharpton!
CHOP CHOP: CLEAN UP TIME!
Chop Chop: Clean Up TIME!!
In Beijing China; there have been a plague of locusts to hit the town and overly aggressive form of green moss/algae that has grown in the ocean, it looks like a blanket of thick green yucky snot, that makes you want to bathe twice before looking. To me this is all retribution for the monks that have been stifled, bullied to the side, as they have been protesting their unfair treatment by the government. I thought to myself how ironic that all this is happening as we get ready for the Summer Olympics and the Marketing machine/photo opts. Perhaps it's a sign from above to clean up their back yard first before letting the world into their playground; it's littered with their own garbage.
Just a thought.
Tootles.
In Beijing China; there have been a plague of locusts to hit the town and overly aggressive form of green moss/algae that has grown in the ocean, it looks like a blanket of thick green yucky snot, that makes you want to bathe twice before looking. To me this is all retribution for the monks that have been stifled, bullied to the side, as they have been protesting their unfair treatment by the government. I thought to myself how ironic that all this is happening as we get ready for the Summer Olympics and the Marketing machine/photo opts. Perhaps it's a sign from above to clean up their back yard first before letting the world into their playground; it's littered with their own garbage.
Just a thought.
Tootles.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
COMMUNICATION
My relationships with my family and friends are as complex as can be. I wonder if there is ever any easy way to communicate. Which is my biggest hurdle ever. COMMUNICATION. That is what I have been told. That I can't communication with people very well. Verbally that is! I am in a world of Communications, blogging, filmmaking, beaming, recording, etc. the list is endless. The technology has no limits and yet its the verbal communication through my mouth piece that I can't get down. I admire the people with oratory skills and the gift for gab. The Lord did not see fit to hand that gift to me. It's the irony of it all that gets to me. I can't explain something to you and I freeze up and give the fuck up. FUCK IT! But it takes me time to communicate verbally and time is not really on my side. But I still try. I envy those with big mouths and loud voices, you know what they say the skeaky wheel gets the oil. Gee Whiz, maybe its in me and I am not trying hard enough. Well until then. I'll use the eletronic and ditagal devices to get my message across..Until next time.
Tootles!
Tootles!
Monday, May 12, 2008
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Build It And They Will Come
Lately I've been smitten and enamoured by these three guys that have a great web series called WE NEED GIRLFRIENDS. Its these short little web-episodes that they post once a month...which by the way got so popular that Hollywood executives and the creator of SEx In The City came calling and now want to produce it into a CBS show. Now these are what dreams are made of. These three friends that met in film school, said, "We'll just do it ourselves and whatever happens, happens". In falls in the mantra of "Build it and They will Come", which is totally from Hollywood. But this has more of an INDIE feel to it! Its the same with musicians nowa days, where more of them are making their songs and even whole albums available to their fans via the internet or on their website and even making a killing....Doh, why didn't think of that? Well Ladies & Gentlemen, those three guys have inspired me so much that I am going to follow suit and develop a drama series via you tube and myspace. Currently working on the script, so stay tuned in....Its really a cool way to go, cuz you have control over all creative work and you do it as you see fit. Its kinda like blogging, you are self publishing without being edited or pandering to what's hot or cool. ANyhoo, thought I would share my thoughts on this becauze I think its pretty cool. Later!
Here is the weblink on those three amigos. Let me know what you think.
http://potw.news.yahoo.com/s/potw/69945/the-anti-entourage
Tootles
Here is the weblink on those three amigos. Let me know what you think.
http://potw.news.yahoo.com/s/potw/69945/the-anti-entourage
Tootles
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
DO NOT ADJUST YOUR TV SETS
Is it me, or is there more crap on tv and the movies for that matter. I have not seen anything stimulating or thought provoking in a very long dam time. I often crave the attention of the newspaper if I can't get the fulfillment of something intellectually stimulating without losing my mind. I am being pandered down or insulted, and its creeping up in the newspapers too, the evening news and the everyday television shows. I want the revolution to be televised and discussed, but guess what! Everyone is afraid to discuss and show it, cuz they're afraid someone's feelings will get hurt, so lets just talk about dumb shit until we are all blue in the fucking face. DO NOT ADJUST YOUR TV, because what you see is what you get and that' s fucking IT! That's all she wrote. For example last weeks presidential debates were a disgrace in the art of debating. It was more of a tag team/ why don't you wear your stupid flag pin, and who your friends are bullshit. I can't understand why those questions were not even flagged for being that stupid and mindless. Can we get to the point someday. I have real issues, like not being able to get to work without being bankrupt by those stupid high gas prices!! Who is gouging us like that?? Wait I can't see, I just had eye my poked out by my own government. Let me go back to the televsion and just vegitate and forget where I am at for a brief moment. That is what they fucking want from us anyway. I have to go back to the crapper, after I finish watching the filth on tv.
Tootles.
Tootles.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Its A Hard Knock Life!
The economic times are tuff and eating away at everything and anything. Trying to squeeze a penny out of a nickel is like peeling blood from a turnip. When will this end or has just begun??. It's unbelievable what is going on, but not hard to believe. Hey Jdubywa's leading into us doomsday. Who will save us? You know the sucky thing about this whole Bushdom legacy years, is that after he is long gone, the aftertaste will still linger, like a bad hangover eager for that tomato juice. Its no ones fault but us. We did it to our ourselves, and now our tummies are aching like a five year old whose mother told us not to eat that extra cake or ice cream. Belly up my friends, looks like this recession is here for awhile. I cannot tell a lie. I like 'em cowboys, but not the ones that like to sell they brothers down the river for a piece of pie. I'm aching just like you are right now. I cannot wait for the new president. Whatever or whoever is gonna come through. These boots were made for walking and now I am going walk all over you. Ouch!. That's us folks. We've been hoodwinked one too many times and now its time for our medicine and just ride it out!!!
Now I'm going back to the crapper.
Tootles.
Now I'm going back to the crapper.
Tootles.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Clinton's lies catch up with her
Tisk, Tisk. We learn very early on in life that telling a lie will always come back to haunt you. The truth will always set you free!!
The Clinton administration is going to be the most difficult presidency for historians to record accurately. This is because the Clintons are inveterate liars and frauds. They are not particularly competent — they often get caught. Just the other day, Bill was caught lying about opposing our invasion of Iraq, and before that, his lovely wife, Bruno, was caught lying about a questioner her campaign planted at an Iowa campaign event. However, the Clintons lie so frequently and across such a wide range of matters from the petty (Hillary's lie about the origin of her name) to the serious (Hillary's lies about finances) that there is an infinitude of discrepancies for future historians' ministrations. Moreover, the Clintons are a part of a historic generational shift. Their left-wing cogenerationists are characterized by stupendous narcissism, amorality and an endless hustle for political advancement. It is not just the Clintons who confuse the historic record — it is all their fellow 1960s Coat and Tie Radicals in the media. That is why the work of L. Brent Bozell III and his colleague Tim Graham is so valuable. Their Media Research Center has been monitoring the networks and major newsprints for 20 years, doing yeoman service to preserve the truth from the Kultursmog, the political culture that our soi-disant liberals have polluted with their lies, misrepresentations and oversights.
In point of fact, no presidential candidate as beset by scandals and brushes with the law as Sen. Clinton has ever existed. The runner-up is her husband. Historically speaking, then, her candidacy is improbable. If American voters have the percipience I believe they have, it is doomed. The authors have played an indispensable role in reminding Americans of the Clintons' extraordinary mendacity. "Whitewash," fortified by MRC's research, exposes the mainstream press' role in keeping the Clintons politically alive. The media's rescue work began during the 1992 campaign, when reports of Mr. Clinton's irregular life were minimized in the press, his lies accepted or forgiven. It continues today. An unforgettable example of it came in 1994, when one of the rare mainstream journalists to ferret out Clinton errancies, the New York Times' Jeff Gerth, reported that as Arkansas' first lady, Hillary walked off with some $100,000 in profits from a cattle futures deal arranged by a lawyer for Tyson Foods, one of the state's most politically well-connected and heavily regulated corporations.
"Whitewash" is one of the most important books I have read about the Clintons' relationship with the press, and I myself have contributed a number of books to this field. For me, one of the most interesting revelations revolves around a Clinton scoop I was intimately involved in, the American Spectator's "Troopergate" story. A sexual harassment case filed by Paula Jones, one of the women mentioned, led directly to Mr. Clinton's impeachment. I have always suspected that the media came very close to overlooking the Troopergate story. "Whitewash" confirms that suspicion of mine and intensifies another, to wit, CNN's crucial role in Troopergate. According to Messrs. Bozell and Graham, "the troopers' story attracted only twenty-two evening news stories in its first twelve days, nine of them on CNN." Troopergate might have died like the earlier Gennifer Flowers story, but CNN's weekend interviews with the troopers and subsequent broadcasts ensured the story's longevity. At the time, I was amazed by CNN's interest, and I was more amazed when one of our writers involved in Troopergate told me that CNN's coverage was the work of a friend of his at the network. Historians ought to get to work on this matter. The secret agent was as responsible for Mr. Clinton's impeachment as was the American Spectator. "Whitewash" reports, "None of the Big Three evening newscasts devoted a full story to the mysterious trades until eleven days after the original Times scoop. Ultimately, the four networks reported only eighteen evening news stories between them." In one example of a hilarious media whitewash, Eleanor Clift remarked in Newsweek that "The public might even be tickled to discover that the prim and preachy First Lady has a gambler's streak." Tickled indeed — anyone knowledgeable of commodities trading will tell you that Hillary's $100,000 had to be stolen from another trader.
The Clinton administration is going to be the most difficult presidency for historians to record accurately. This is because the Clintons are inveterate liars and frauds. They are not particularly competent — they often get caught. Just the other day, Bill was caught lying about opposing our invasion of Iraq, and before that, his lovely wife, Bruno, was caught lying about a questioner her campaign planted at an Iowa campaign event. However, the Clintons lie so frequently and across such a wide range of matters from the petty (Hillary's lie about the origin of her name) to the serious (Hillary's lies about finances) that there is an infinitude of discrepancies for future historians' ministrations. Moreover, the Clintons are a part of a historic generational shift. Their left-wing cogenerationists are characterized by stupendous narcissism, amorality and an endless hustle for political advancement. It is not just the Clintons who confuse the historic record — it is all their fellow 1960s Coat and Tie Radicals in the media. That is why the work of L. Brent Bozell III and his colleague Tim Graham is so valuable. Their Media Research Center has been monitoring the networks and major newsprints for 20 years, doing yeoman service to preserve the truth from the Kultursmog, the political culture that our soi-disant liberals have polluted with their lies, misrepresentations and oversights.
In point of fact, no presidential candidate as beset by scandals and brushes with the law as Sen. Clinton has ever existed. The runner-up is her husband. Historically speaking, then, her candidacy is improbable. If American voters have the percipience I believe they have, it is doomed. The authors have played an indispensable role in reminding Americans of the Clintons' extraordinary mendacity. "Whitewash," fortified by MRC's research, exposes the mainstream press' role in keeping the Clintons politically alive. The media's rescue work began during the 1992 campaign, when reports of Mr. Clinton's irregular life were minimized in the press, his lies accepted or forgiven. It continues today. An unforgettable example of it came in 1994, when one of the rare mainstream journalists to ferret out Clinton errancies, the New York Times' Jeff Gerth, reported that as Arkansas' first lady, Hillary walked off with some $100,000 in profits from a cattle futures deal arranged by a lawyer for Tyson Foods, one of the state's most politically well-connected and heavily regulated corporations.
"Whitewash" is one of the most important books I have read about the Clintons' relationship with the press, and I myself have contributed a number of books to this field. For me, one of the most interesting revelations revolves around a Clinton scoop I was intimately involved in, the American Spectator's "Troopergate" story. A sexual harassment case filed by Paula Jones, one of the women mentioned, led directly to Mr. Clinton's impeachment. I have always suspected that the media came very close to overlooking the Troopergate story. "Whitewash" confirms that suspicion of mine and intensifies another, to wit, CNN's crucial role in Troopergate. According to Messrs. Bozell and Graham, "the troopers' story attracted only twenty-two evening news stories in its first twelve days, nine of them on CNN." Troopergate might have died like the earlier Gennifer Flowers story, but CNN's weekend interviews with the troopers and subsequent broadcasts ensured the story's longevity. At the time, I was amazed by CNN's interest, and I was more amazed when one of our writers involved in Troopergate told me that CNN's coverage was the work of a friend of his at the network. Historians ought to get to work on this matter. The secret agent was as responsible for Mr. Clinton's impeachment as was the American Spectator. "Whitewash" reports, "None of the Big Three evening newscasts devoted a full story to the mysterious trades until eleven days after the original Times scoop. Ultimately, the four networks reported only eighteen evening news stories between them." In one example of a hilarious media whitewash, Eleanor Clift remarked in Newsweek that "The public might even be tickled to discover that the prim and preachy First Lady has a gambler's streak." Tickled indeed — anyone knowledgeable of commodities trading will tell you that Hillary's $100,000 had to be stolen from another trader.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
The Media Sucks
The media is gross, but par for the course. The way they lambasted Obama for another man's opinions. What the fuck!! Can we give this man a break, and truly see Obama for what he is and not for they are looking for! Salacious headlines. We’ll also soon hear about Hillary’s minute-by-minute movements in the White House on every single day that Bill and ___ hooked up, just as we learn that Obama might have been somewhere in a 100-mile vicinity when Reverend Wright farted, with tape to come (and be snipped down to make it suitably Hitlerian). It’s just absolutely disgusting, all of it. Meanwhile, our economy is tanking like the Titanic, the Iraq War drags on and on, we’re being spied on like East Germans, and 10% of the people in New Orleans are HOMELESS, while 1 out of every 2 Ohioans loses health care every day. But supposedly McCain is leading in both states, Louisiana and Ohio, because the media tells us over and over that despite his ignorance, his lies, his gaffes, his misstatements, his wild political swings and instability, he’s a WAR HERO and an HONORABLE MAN and a MAVERICK, as opposed to Bush III, so we ought to VOTE FOR HIM! It’s sickening, but just watch, if we remain silent, he’ll be foisted on us JUST LIKE GEORGE WALKER BUSH!
Welcome to Beijing! Don’t mind the blood on the floor.
In 142 days, the Olympic games will open in Beijing. I love the Olympic games. I’m a sucker for pageantry, people way-better at stuff than I am, and doves. Can’t get enough. I tear-up at the national anthem. I love the montages of athletes, talented beyond all imagination, overcome injury, familial crises, disease, and heart-ache just to have this one shot to shine before all the world. The idea that for a moment we can lay down our differences and co-mingle and snack at each other’s table is naïve, yes, but for a few days, it actually seems tangible. It actually seems real.
So, yeah, that’s 142 days away.
Unless you happen to be Chinese or Tibetan.
According to the Christian Science Monitor today, 3/18, "Foreign journalists have been banned from traveling to Tibet and prevented by the police from reporting on protests by Tibetans in other Chinese provinces. Domestic newspapers, TV programs, and Internet sites have carried only articles produced by the official Xinhua news agency. News reports on international TV networks such as CNN and the BBC have been blacked out by censors." - Way to go, host country! How do you say "Kumbayah" in Chinese? Kim Jong Il is super-turned on right now.
Obviously the Chinese government was and probably still is hoping that these games would be their coming out party. The Global Debutante Ball where it’ll glow virginally in it’s white dress and gloves, corsage applied by the most eligible country (I would say the U.S. but let’s face it, the dollar can’t buy shit let alone a carnation set-off by baby’s breath). The two will twirl in the spotlight. Smile for the pictures. And we’ll believe no one is being beaten-down in the back-room and shot at the front door. - Tienanmen Square? Oh it has an Armani Exchange AND a Versace Outlet! We now call it "Tienanmen Commons".
This isn’t 1932 and it isn’t Berlin, but the disillusionment seems the same. It’s all propaganda. It’s all show-and-tell. Seventy-six-years-ago we didn’t have the world press we have now. We didn’t have the eyes and the ears. The Chinese government is trying to lock the uglies and the unclean in the attic, hoping you don’t hear them.
The sad truth is we’ll hear the pounding and the pleading, but we probably won’t pause. We like our toys cheap, our cargo-pants even cheaper. We need new markets because, well, after some time, even rape loses its high. Eventually they just cease praying for you to stop and switch to hoping you’ll be quick. They’ve got shit to do.
I don’t think there will be a Jesse Owens f-you here. One man stood-up to evil once in these games. He did it by winning with class and talent on the home-field of the bigoted and ruthless. - I just don’t think we can do it this time though, kids. I don’t think America, 300million strong, can harness our collective strength and power and say, "No. No you don’t get to play with the words ’peace’ and ’unity’ by being host. You don’t get to march out the pandas and fireworks to distract us with ohhs-and-ahhs from the cries and the screams. No. You don’t get to fuck us this time.".
Tyrants and despots reign. And we get to be preoccupied by gas prices and a war that, five-years in, has only made oil companies richer, our international standing weaker, and death even more commonplace. Like I said, after a while, we all just roll-over and give it up. ’Cause we got other shit to do.
Maybe they are the smart ones. We do seem to be doing what they want after-all. Oh well, Kim can’t really be that lonely any more. That’s a good thing, right?
So, yeah, that’s 142 days away.
Unless you happen to be Chinese or Tibetan.
According to the Christian Science Monitor today, 3/18, "Foreign journalists have been banned from traveling to Tibet and prevented by the police from reporting on protests by Tibetans in other Chinese provinces. Domestic newspapers, TV programs, and Internet sites have carried only articles produced by the official Xinhua news agency. News reports on international TV networks such as CNN and the BBC have been blacked out by censors." - Way to go, host country! How do you say "Kumbayah" in Chinese? Kim Jong Il is super-turned on right now.
Obviously the Chinese government was and probably still is hoping that these games would be their coming out party. The Global Debutante Ball where it’ll glow virginally in it’s white dress and gloves, corsage applied by the most eligible country (I would say the U.S. but let’s face it, the dollar can’t buy shit let alone a carnation set-off by baby’s breath). The two will twirl in the spotlight. Smile for the pictures. And we’ll believe no one is being beaten-down in the back-room and shot at the front door. - Tienanmen Square? Oh it has an Armani Exchange AND a Versace Outlet! We now call it "Tienanmen Commons".
This isn’t 1932 and it isn’t Berlin, but the disillusionment seems the same. It’s all propaganda. It’s all show-and-tell. Seventy-six-years-ago we didn’t have the world press we have now. We didn’t have the eyes and the ears. The Chinese government is trying to lock the uglies and the unclean in the attic, hoping you don’t hear them.
The sad truth is we’ll hear the pounding and the pleading, but we probably won’t pause. We like our toys cheap, our cargo-pants even cheaper. We need new markets because, well, after some time, even rape loses its high. Eventually they just cease praying for you to stop and switch to hoping you’ll be quick. They’ve got shit to do.
I don’t think there will be a Jesse Owens f-you here. One man stood-up to evil once in these games. He did it by winning with class and talent on the home-field of the bigoted and ruthless. - I just don’t think we can do it this time though, kids. I don’t think America, 300million strong, can harness our collective strength and power and say, "No. No you don’t get to play with the words ’peace’ and ’unity’ by being host. You don’t get to march out the pandas and fireworks to distract us with ohhs-and-ahhs from the cries and the screams. No. You don’t get to fuck us this time.".
Tyrants and despots reign. And we get to be preoccupied by gas prices and a war that, five-years in, has only made oil companies richer, our international standing weaker, and death even more commonplace. Like I said, after a while, we all just roll-over and give it up. ’Cause we got other shit to do.
Maybe they are the smart ones. We do seem to be doing what they want after-all. Oh well, Kim can’t really be that lonely any more. That’s a good thing, right?
NY Times Article
Dear NY Times, Thanks for the hand-job but...
The more I think about this, the more it just annoys me. I posted a comment on Tracey’s page about this. Then I went to work-out and couldn’t stop thinking about it. There’s a bunch of commentary out there on the whole Spitzer-Client9 saga. I admit I’m loving it. The scandal, I mean. I don’t need the commentary. But what has irritated me is this piece from the NYTimes Online.
Basically this "newspaper of record", this great and grand grey lady of journalism, read Ashley Dupre’s Myspace page. Alot. The unfortunate 22yo working girl, mother of two, who now finds herself caught up in what can only be described as THE single greatest movie-of-the-week circle-jerk of real-life drama jizz since Amy Fisher’s car got banged up and Joey tapped out her dents, declares that music (not being paid for for her 3.5 diamond-rated services) is her first love. Quoting the article, which is quoting her page, "On MySpace, her page says: "I am all about my music and my music is all about me. It flows from what I’ve been through, what I’ve seen and how I feel." She wants to be a singer. Not an escort. That’s sweet. Here are some more gems. Again, quoting the Times quoting her profile: " in the interview, she referred to herself as Ashley Alexandra Dupré, which is how she is known on MySpace." and "On the Web page is a recording of what she describes as her latest track....and uses some dated slang, calling someone her "boo."" -- Time to update the vocab there Ashizzle to the D-izzle. Word.What is pushing me here? What is it amping up my blood-pressure and spinning my pinwheel round-and-round? Impudence. The appaling, bitch-slapping impudence of the NY Times to toss me a hand-job when they know I’m wanting a full-on, head-board screw with bruising to remember it by. - Like your 5minute stroke will sate me. Like that’s what I should be happy with.
Dude, I can read her MySpace page, myself. I don’t need batteries for that. I expect you to do the real-work. I expect you to work the dirt, get grimy, come home sweaty, seething of manhood, and f’n take me. Throw me down with your insight. Bodice rip me with your scoop, with your quoted, anonymous, well-placed sources. Give me the real Ms. Dupre. And I want you to call her Ms. Dupre. Not Ashley nor Kristen. Ms. Dupre.That’s what unbiased journalist do. Honestly here. You’re the NY Times. Fucking act like it.
The more I think about this, the more it just annoys me. I posted a comment on Tracey’s page about this. Then I went to work-out and couldn’t stop thinking about it. There’s a bunch of commentary out there on the whole Spitzer-Client9 saga. I admit I’m loving it. The scandal, I mean. I don’t need the commentary. But what has irritated me is this piece from the NYTimes Online.
Basically this "newspaper of record", this great and grand grey lady of journalism, read Ashley Dupre’s Myspace page. Alot. The unfortunate 22yo working girl, mother of two, who now finds herself caught up in what can only be described as THE single greatest movie-of-the-week circle-jerk of real-life drama jizz since Amy Fisher’s car got banged up and Joey tapped out her dents, declares that music (not being paid for for her 3.5 diamond-rated services) is her first love. Quoting the article, which is quoting her page, "On MySpace, her page says: "I am all about my music and my music is all about me. It flows from what I’ve been through, what I’ve seen and how I feel." She wants to be a singer. Not an escort. That’s sweet. Here are some more gems. Again, quoting the Times quoting her profile: " in the interview, she referred to herself as Ashley Alexandra Dupré, which is how she is known on MySpace." and "On the Web page is a recording of what she describes as her latest track....and uses some dated slang, calling someone her "boo."" -- Time to update the vocab there Ashizzle to the D-izzle. Word.What is pushing me here? What is it amping up my blood-pressure and spinning my pinwheel round-and-round? Impudence. The appaling, bitch-slapping impudence of the NY Times to toss me a hand-job when they know I’m wanting a full-on, head-board screw with bruising to remember it by. - Like your 5minute stroke will sate me. Like that’s what I should be happy with.
Dude, I can read her MySpace page, myself. I don’t need batteries for that. I expect you to do the real-work. I expect you to work the dirt, get grimy, come home sweaty, seething of manhood, and f’n take me. Throw me down with your insight. Bodice rip me with your scoop, with your quoted, anonymous, well-placed sources. Give me the real Ms. Dupre. And I want you to call her Ms. Dupre. Not Ashley nor Kristen. Ms. Dupre.That’s what unbiased journalist do. Honestly here. You’re the NY Times. Fucking act like it.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Keep It Moving
Just recently I applied to this fellowship, I hope I get it, but dam, it sure is competitive. ANd why do I keep trying to get thorough the hoops of life and pursue my dreams. Can someone tell me why?? Dam it! I am tired and restless and just want to lay my head down somewhere and just vege out. I can't I gotta keep it moving. Keep on trucking and making it happen. My life is still mine and the opportunities are still there and major. I still believe, with a wince in my eye and me underneath my blankets. I hate that I feel torn ambivalent about this dream and how many sacrifices I have made to to keep it moving. Dam its hard. I hate it, but I hate more that I have been down on my luck. I have no idea, what I am talking about either. But whatever I gotta do to keep it moving or else get busy dying.
I feel like going on the crapper now.
Tootles and Peace out!!
I feel like going on the crapper now.
Tootles and Peace out!!
Monday, January 21, 2008
The Small Things
Lately, I have been trying to find joy in the little sucker things. its called life.
So I can get my mind off the big stuff I don't have in my life yet. Like my own place, a love life!. A new ride to drive so I can front like I have it all together when i really don't.
Fuck me for trying to have it all. Yeah right!!! But really you can't have it all!! Why! Cuz we are the creatures that are never satisfied and think the grass is always greener on the other side.! When its not!!! Help me lord, to stay focused on things I need to and help me to forget the things I cannot change. Phew! Okay, I am done feeling sorry for myself and now going back to my crappy life!!
Peace
Tootles.
So I can get my mind off the big stuff I don't have in my life yet. Like my own place, a love life!. A new ride to drive so I can front like I have it all together when i really don't.
Fuck me for trying to have it all. Yeah right!!! But really you can't have it all!! Why! Cuz we are the creatures that are never satisfied and think the grass is always greener on the other side.! When its not!!! Help me lord, to stay focused on things I need to and help me to forget the things I cannot change. Phew! Okay, I am done feeling sorry for myself and now going back to my crappy life!!
Peace
Tootles.
Monday, January 14, 2008
When Things Fall Apart
So I had hoped to have a few gigs come my way. But just as quick as the anticipation had landed into the ether of excitement, it had quickly dissipated into a few short moments of disappointment and then it was gone. What a difference such a moment can be. You're high one moment on things to come, and then, with a few words of criticism it unravels and it is no more. Funny how in just a brief moment, and it is never the same. Wow. Lesson learned. Always be your own best advocate/cheerleader. No matter what! Crapizoid fills the air all around us and its up to us to decipher it and take what we want and shit out the rest that we don't need.
Tootles
Peace
Tootles
Peace
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Just Wondering
I sometimes wish, it would all just happen already. How much does one need to struggle before they reach their dreams, how many mountains do i have to climb? More and more obstacles/tests to overcome. I am exasperated and tired. I feel like taking a rest a bit. I just want to reach my dream and destination already!!! They say its the journey that makes it worth while, this journey is a bit long for me. I feel like my grip is slowly slipping away. Slowly. I am trying to hold on as tight as I can. Man its hard!!! I need super will power to keep from slipping. I am trying to hold on. I feel so close!!!! So close!!!! But still so far away. I guess I just have to keep on trucking. Here's to your dreams as well. I hope you reach them too.
Tootles
Peace
Tootles
Peace
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
CHURCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Big Pimping spending cheez!
Well I am not quite there, but I have a plan and I am working on it. I am hustling and trying to make shit happen. So I have a few tricks up my sleeve, and going to make them work for me!
So I am working on shooting a trailer for this book. We’ll see how that hangs. I am working a short film short, making it ala Mike Leigh/Micheal Winterbottom, with a real life drama feel to it. Ala Raising Victor Vargas or Half Nelson. Maybe I’ll direct it in a bikini, sipping on some apple martinis (NOT!) But it does sound hoealicious, doesn’t it! I am getting my grind on for real this time. Because you know the fuck why? Because I am getting older, and nothing beats trying to beat mother nature to the time clock, and do as many things as possible and give her the middle finger in the process. NOW WHAT! I ain’t going out like that! Not for a second. Its my new motto. Do or DIE! Either do it or die! CHURCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah, that it, if I don’t motivate myself who the fuck will? Mother Tersa! SHE”S DEAD! My sentiments exactly, like Morgran Freeman said in SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION: "Get busy living or get busy dying". I am getting high off my fucking excitement and it feels so dam good!!
Peace
Well I am not quite there, but I have a plan and I am working on it. I am hustling and trying to make shit happen. So I have a few tricks up my sleeve, and going to make them work for me!
So I am working on shooting a trailer for this book. We’ll see how that hangs. I am working a short film short, making it ala Mike Leigh/Micheal Winterbottom, with a real life drama feel to it. Ala Raising Victor Vargas or Half Nelson. Maybe I’ll direct it in a bikini, sipping on some apple martinis (NOT!) But it does sound hoealicious, doesn’t it! I am getting my grind on for real this time. Because you know the fuck why? Because I am getting older, and nothing beats trying to beat mother nature to the time clock, and do as many things as possible and give her the middle finger in the process. NOW WHAT! I ain’t going out like that! Not for a second. Its my new motto. Do or DIE! Either do it or die! CHURCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah, that it, if I don’t motivate myself who the fuck will? Mother Tersa! SHE”S DEAD! My sentiments exactly, like Morgran Freeman said in SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION: "Get busy living or get busy dying". I am getting high off my fucking excitement and it feels so dam good!!
Peace
Sunday, January 6, 2008
The Art of Hustling
So I am learning how to hustle, in a pimpish kind of way, and starting to feel kind of hoeish. But I gotta do it babe. So I made a few calls and made a few deals. I am working a trailer for a book, working turning a urban movie that is already into a novel/book. And trying some directing gigs too. Man, I am pimping. Gotta do it babe. If not then I don't eat. Right?
Who am i fooling, i live in the basement of my aunt's house watching old movies . No sa (sike!) no but for real i do live with my aunt cuz i am too broke to get a place of my own. You now what something like that does to a woman a grown ass woman's Psyche?
Whatever you know I am saying. Anyhoo. I am trying to hustle and get this paper as they say. I am just sharing and not even caring. BUt I thought maybe you would.
Tootles!
Peace
Who am i fooling, i live in the basement of my aunt's house watching old movies . No sa (sike!) no but for real i do live with my aunt cuz i am too broke to get a place of my own. You now what something like that does to a woman a grown ass woman's Psyche?
Whatever you know I am saying. Anyhoo. I am trying to hustle and get this paper as they say. I am just sharing and not even caring. BUt I thought maybe you would.
Tootles!
Peace
Friday, January 4, 2008
My Lady Humps
Complex issues:
Whatcha gonna do with all that junk All that junk inside your trunk
[Fergie] I'ma get get get get you drunk Get you love drunk off my hump My hump my hump my hump my hump my hump My hump my hump my hump my lovely little lumps
What does it mean to be woman with a working vagina that ovulates every month???. In Africa, they circumcise and mutilate the virgins, for fear for her to be unpure for her mate. I pose this question to my fellow sisters and brothas and aliens too :) A successful woman can be have all of the glory and power. The awards and win the Nobel Peace Prize. But still will looked at to reproduce and be a steadfast and staunch edifice beside her husband. You know the saying "Stand by Your man." Even if you just closed a merger between two companies and traveled miles accumulating frequent flyer miles to meet with President Anan Cofi or Nelson Mandela about world hunger peace, you'd still be expected to come home and cook dinner and get the kids ready for bed. I was so reminded of this when I saw a clip of Diablo Cody, on AMC's Sunday Shoot Out on her myspace page. This an entertaiment show about making movies, talking to actors, screenwriters and producers. First of all, I don't remember seeing alot of female directors or screenwriters be invited to the show, but still. Diablo Cody is a talented screenwriter that wrote Juno, currently in theaters. But Peter Bart and Peter Guber, both repestecd film producers and critics in their own right, were very smug. All they wanted to know was, how did she learn to write, when she will be a real woman and have kids. A very talent person, a man would not have been asked that questioned. I will reserve my full judgement for when I see the wholse show, but from what I saw. It was very chavanistic and condescending, because she is a woman. So bizarro indeed, a person, writes a great movie and all you want to know is when will she get married. I struggle with that same sentiment, I come from a very conservative carribean family. Despite my education, a Bachelors degree in Communications and an MFA degree in Film and Digital Video and the fact that I make films that are enlighting and interesting,instead, they keep wondering when I am going to find a man and settle down. Its a constant battle. I want to be a wife and mother, but not now. I am conflicted with thses same issues.
Oprah Winfrey the richest AFrican-American female. Media mogul, and ballizianaire. The question always comes when will she marry Stedman.
Maddonna- One of the most successful women singers, but she says her biggest accomplishment is being a wife and a mother.
I am getting a fricking headache just thinking about this stuff. I can't fart it all out. But its all the same shit to me.
I can't worry about it too much, but the question does come up from time to time. What does it mean to be an accomplished and successful female chick/woman/chica here in America???
I can feel my period coming. I just deal with it one a day to day basis.
Peace
Whatcha gonna do with all that junk All that junk inside your trunk
[Fergie] I'ma get get get get you drunk Get you love drunk off my hump My hump my hump my hump my hump my hump My hump my hump my hump my lovely little lumps
What does it mean to be woman with a working vagina that ovulates every month???. In Africa, they circumcise and mutilate the virgins, for fear for her to be unpure for her mate. I pose this question to my fellow sisters and brothas and aliens too :) A successful woman can be have all of the glory and power. The awards and win the Nobel Peace Prize. But still will looked at to reproduce and be a steadfast and staunch edifice beside her husband. You know the saying "Stand by Your man." Even if you just closed a merger between two companies and traveled miles accumulating frequent flyer miles to meet with President Anan Cofi or Nelson Mandela about world hunger peace, you'd still be expected to come home and cook dinner and get the kids ready for bed. I was so reminded of this when I saw a clip of Diablo Cody, on AMC's Sunday Shoot Out on her myspace page. This an entertaiment show about making movies, talking to actors, screenwriters and producers. First of all, I don't remember seeing alot of female directors or screenwriters be invited to the show, but still. Diablo Cody is a talented screenwriter that wrote Juno, currently in theaters. But Peter Bart and Peter Guber, both repestecd film producers and critics in their own right, were very smug. All they wanted to know was, how did she learn to write, when she will be a real woman and have kids. A very talent person, a man would not have been asked that questioned. I will reserve my full judgement for when I see the wholse show, but from what I saw. It was very chavanistic and condescending, because she is a woman. So bizarro indeed, a person, writes a great movie and all you want to know is when will she get married. I struggle with that same sentiment, I come from a very conservative carribean family. Despite my education, a Bachelors degree in Communications and an MFA degree in Film and Digital Video and the fact that I make films that are enlighting and interesting,instead, they keep wondering when I am going to find a man and settle down. Its a constant battle. I want to be a wife and mother, but not now. I am conflicted with thses same issues.
Oprah Winfrey the richest AFrican-American female. Media mogul, and ballizianaire. The question always comes when will she marry Stedman.
Maddonna- One of the most successful women singers, but she says her biggest accomplishment is being a wife and a mother.
I am getting a fricking headache just thinking about this stuff. I can't fart it all out. But its all the same shit to me.
I can't worry about it too much, but the question does come up from time to time. What does it mean to be an accomplished and successful female chick/woman/chica here in America???
I can feel my period coming. I just deal with it one a day to day basis.
Peace
Sisi
Telling moments. Last night I was high on saccrine, sweet stuff and everything nice. I was watching an old Canadian favorite film called Sisi, about a hungarian bauvrian princess who falls in love with a prince who happens to be her cousin. (weirdo) time was in 1800's and I guess back then royals married within their families. (echkew) But as soon you see the actress and actor who plays the princess and prince, you'll like whatever and shrug it off and keep stuffing your face with more delusional fairy tale crap of someday this might happen to you. I overloaded my brain and vegetated on this stuff for three hours straights. Cuz my aunt had all three sequels and we watched one vhs cassette at a time. Great! But I had no qualms about it, cuz for one quick second I was transported to far far away land was instantly emotionally invested and divested in Sisi the princess of Hungary/Brauvia. So it was cool, but once it ended it was back to real life. Smack back into reality. Okay, gotta go tend some real crap now.
Tootles
Peace
Tootles
Peace
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Out My Pocket!
Get your hands out of my pocket!!!.
There are many things that urk me about this u.s government. Now they are soley responsible for not getting tax returns on time. Like everyone else I got bills to pay off, and trying to save money at the same time. Its crazy, yet if we don't pay our taxes on time on anything, we get penalized in a big way. Unbelievable, yet we continue to pay through the nose. This illicit war that is going on, we're paying for this and then some. Why can't I get a freebeie just once. I am entiled to a grant named and donated to me in my honor. The Kiki Love Grant, spread the love ya'll. Spread it around!! Please! Just like Britney Spears, the government tells us "Opps I did it again, I played with your heart and got lost in the game." What else is new.
Love me or leave me alone.
Peace
There are many things that urk me about this u.s government. Now they are soley responsible for not getting tax returns on time. Like everyone else I got bills to pay off, and trying to save money at the same time. Its crazy, yet if we don't pay our taxes on time on anything, we get penalized in a big way. Unbelievable, yet we continue to pay through the nose. This illicit war that is going on, we're paying for this and then some. Why can't I get a freebeie just once. I am entiled to a grant named and donated to me in my honor. The Kiki Love Grant, spread the love ya'll. Spread it around!! Please! Just like Britney Spears, the government tells us "Opps I did it again, I played with your heart and got lost in the game." What else is new.
Love me or leave me alone.
Peace
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Hey
So this is rad! I am blogging. I was inspired by Diablo Cody to kick the shy bucket and do the do.
I am virgin so go ahead and please pop my cherry!! Let me know what the hell you think of me. I have not many words to write right now, but I am going to try and do my best not to bore you or put you sleep. I am hella excited and will be doing this as much as I can. Peace
Hit me back !!!
Well, I am self serving chick sometimes and need my ass spanked for being so selfish, but I am getting back on the horse, its nice in the middle and juicy, and getting wet as well. But I digress. I am doing this so I can get fucking noticed! Fuck it! And I hope I do dam it!! Until next time.
Peace
I am virgin so go ahead and please pop my cherry!! Let me know what the hell you think of me. I have not many words to write right now, but I am going to try and do my best not to bore you or put you sleep. I am hella excited and will be doing this as much as I can. Peace
Hit me back !!!
Well, I am self serving chick sometimes and need my ass spanked for being so selfish, but I am getting back on the horse, its nice in the middle and juicy, and getting wet as well. But I digress. I am doing this so I can get fucking noticed! Fuck it! And I hope I do dam it!! Until next time.
Peace
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