COMMUNICATION

My relationships with my family and friends are as complex as can be. I wonder if there is ever any easy way to communicate. Which is my biggest hurdle ever. COMMUNICATION. That is what I have been told. That I can't communication with people very well. Verbally that is! I am in a world of Communications, blogging, filmmaking, beaming, recording, etc. the list is endless. The technology has no limits and yet its the verbal communication through my mouth piece that I can't get down. I admire the people with oratory skills and the gift for gab. The Lord did not see fit to hand that gift to me. It's the irony of it all that gets to me. I can't explain something to you and I freeze up and give the fuck up. FUCK IT! But it takes me time to communicate verbally and time is not really on my side. But I still try. I envy those with big mouths and loud voices, you know what they say the skeaky wheel gets the oil. Gee Whiz, maybe its in me and I am not trying hard enough. Well until then. I'll use the eletronic and ditagal devices to get my message across..Until next time.

Tootles!